One day

Wow! Tomorrow is my due date! I don't think Baby will arrive on time, but I am a bit freaked out! I still need to finish cleaning my house. I swear I have been nesting for months, only everything keeps getting dirty again! Where is this burst of energy I keep hearing about? Maybe I am using it all by still working. On the weekend I have great plans to finish cleaning, but then I just relax! Oh well, the baby won't care, right?

Everyone at work was asking if Friday was my last day... I said only if I have the baby this weekend, otherwise I would be there Monday! I have another doctor appointment Wednesday, two days after my due date. He did say last Thursday that we should have a baby next week. I guess we'll see. Everyday I tell the kids in my class... "I'll be here tomorrow, unless I have the baby tonight!"

I think I am still in denial about being pregnant! I am looking forward to holding and meeting the baby, but I am also full of anxiety! I am not to the stage of being so uncomfortable that I just want the baby out... I could do this a couple more weeks and be OK, maybe. We watched the birth video and I am NOT ready for all that! However, I am ready to be able to put my shoes on and breathe again!

Well, it is 2:04am and I have been awake for well over an hour. I guess I am getting ready to be up at all hours of the night as sleep has become a distant memory! I think I will go and watch a few infomercials and try to get some sleep!